I HATE being only parent! I was bluntly reminded today when A)Tye got in trouble at school yet again; B)tax appt. ran late and caused a childcare snafoo; C)got a list of Boy Scout camps; D)1 camp is the same weekend as my class reunion; E)don't have plans lined out for my sub in the morning, and it's past Tye's bedtime; F)found out there is baseball tomorrow and I was going to an out of town track meet. My mood is seriously altered today. Blah. It is no wonder I can't keep up. The expectations of my life are so unrealistic. I was thinking tonight how Brian would feel about what is going on right now. I seriously think he would be sad that I am alone and am running around like crazy! He was such a good help and so supportive of me, and our home was just that...OURS. We worked together to make it all happen. I don't know how exactly I could realistically make up for what is missing in all areas. Sheesh.
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About Me
- Jenni Halley
- I am a 38 year-old single mother of 3 beautiful, fun, smart, amazing children. I am one of the two families raising my two daughters (thanks to a divorce from my 1st husband), and I am raising my son alone (thanks to melanoma killing my 2nd husband). I enjoy using this blog to journal my feelings.
About My Blogs
The purpose of this new blog is to shift the focus off of our loss, and celebrate the joys of being a family, while also keeping our family and friends updated on what is going on in our busy lives.
I also maintain another blog (see link below) that was started when my husband was battling cancer, and continued through his illness and death, and through our first year without him. At the one year anniversary of his death, I decided to change the direction of that blog and start another. With my other blog I can continue to journal on my feelings as a single mother/widow, and share and talk about melanoma and other cancers.
I also maintain another blog (see link below) that was started when my husband was battling cancer, and continued through his illness and death, and through our first year without him. At the one year anniversary of his death, I decided to change the direction of that blog and start another. With my other blog I can continue to journal on my feelings as a single mother/widow, and share and talk about melanoma and other cancers.
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